The last one standing.

Today is the last day of 2012.
Guess what ? I am in front of the laptop and emo-ing. Hahahaha.
This year ?
A lot of things has happened.
I didn't get in into science stream.
Everyone was asking me, why? why? why? I also DONT KNOW.
Maybe.. Maybe I still dont know what I want.
I set science stream as my target. But, I lost.
UEC PMR. Maths and Science took A in both examinations.
They thought I supposed to be in science stream.
Same sentence. I don't know what I want.

Sometimes, I was thinking.
Friend is what ?
I have a lot of friends.
But, even is best friends, they will not be your friends anymore in next seconds.
Who knows ?
I felt glad that my friends will find me.
They will ask me, Don't emo at there. Don't be alone at there.
I really feel so glad.
When I really wanna solve that problem.
I usually cried when I was talking about it.
The tears came out without any questions.

I HOPE. I WISH. I WANT.
I will not have this kinds of problem anymore.

This year, 2012.
I am sure that I have cried many times.

I have a lot memories in 2012.
Junior Middle Three Ping.
I am sure that I have grown. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH,

Hello Liew Yong Jian !
Wait, I still have next post ! :D

This is one of my draft huh.

初三就这样结束。

还是老样子， 小六的时候已经没去毕旅了，然而今年也是没去。

算是遗憾吧。

到现在到底是什么是自己放不下?

今年发生了多少事呢?

Keep letting myself regret. Is that all I one.

话说, 

今年有机会去领袖营, 但是那天是在从台湾回来后的一天, 妈妈担心会不会体力不支。起初是不会担心，但是说到底还是会啊。真的很怕很怕又再晕倒。第一次晕倒是在开学礼，还要是初一的那种。What ? That is so so so . Okay stop. 

上了中学后，身体不知道为什么感觉上越来越弱。当我告诉我姐说我没有在健康状况填写。And she said, "Do you think you are so healthy ?" 好吧承认我的身体是差的。

现在是担心如果无法出席会不会让老师有少少的失望/生气? 会不会让自己遗憾? 可是想想，明年再参加? 真的不知道啊. 干.